It was 7:00 AM and I opened my eyes. A winter morning raining outside, a new day with new plans, but didn’t know God plan something else. It was 9th DEC 2014; 6 days before my mom asked me “it’s your birthday, what do you want me to buy you as a gift?” I said, “Nothing, just take care of yourself, I am fine. Switch on your Cam, I want to see you!”…she looked amazing and smiled at me. We were chatting on skype on 8th Dec and then we both went to sleep.
(There was 5 hrs difference between London and Islamabad)
On 9th at 7:00 AM I woke up and called my mom. I was still in bed and my eyes were almost close.
A man picked up the call on her mobile …..
I said ” Hi!”
He said “HI”
I though I have dialled a wrong number…I asked him “whos there?”
He said ” This lady has got an accident ! who are you to her…? we are trying to contact so many people but no one is picking….!!!!!”
I was till thinking may be its a wrong number I have ranged!
I said “how are you, that lady is my MOM!”
He said ” I am the ambulance guy! your mom has 3 different fractures in her leg and got a very bad head injury, we have brought her to the hospital nearby, please pray for her, her condition is NOT GOOD”
I had nothing left in my life, she was everything to me. I was in London and she was in Islamabad, I am the only child. My mom was living alone.
It takes 8 hrs flight to get back to her. I knew it was going to happen. I had so many dreams before this happened.
I knew she will not be able to make it. I knew she was gone already.
Fortunately I got seat and went to Islamabad on her funeral.
..but something inside changed…! I had no tears and didn’t cry….
all of a sudden….life is different thing to me, and I cant see it the same way….
I have no feelings and no emotions inside me for anyone…..
Its a new life….lonely but much stronger inside….doesn’t matter if my mom is around me or not…because I know if she is not around one day I’m gonna be around her…..
Living alone, didn’t go back….but now have new vision..
TO ALL THOSE WHO HAVE LOST THEIR LOVED ONES….I WANT TO SAY..DO NOT LOSE HOPE ,,,YOU GUYS ARE NOT ALONE….!